Chapter 6 #illusions

This post is dedicated to my KAYOUUUTTT readers @NourAlmesri @itsOmayma @Arwalfaris <333333


Mama's point of view.

ana shloun agoul 7ag bente..

medam khasheetay 3anha 12 years, you can do it and hide it now!!
Stay strong 3ashan bentech..
Shloun agoulaha ena shahad matat ow marat 12 sena 3ala wafat'ha...

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Some readers got confused ena shloun Shahad matat ow Ghailya kanat etkalmha ow 6l3t weyaha ow hal swalf, so what you didn't know is that Ghailya is suffering from illusions that are caused  by the accident that Ghailya dreamt in her nightmare, it was actually all what she dreamt was true but this happened before 12 years and still Ghailya is illusing the fact that Shahad hasn't died and she's still here..when she's not

Her mum couldn't tell her because the doctor said that Ghailya might have a seirous mental problem which will cause many side effects...


Back to the story!

Ghailya: yarabe what should I do;/, I'm so worried about Shahad:(

Got a dm on twitter..

Aziz Al xxx: Shlounch Ghailya, shkhbarech.. remember me..ana aziz weld 3ametch haneen? Just wanted to step by and say hello:*


Aziz? SHKHBAREEEEEEEE

Let me describe for you Aziz:
 
He's tall, basketball player, tanned skin, upper braces, curly black hair, perfect body, fit, so kind, when we were small we used to be so close with each other until his mother which is my aunt decided to take him to a journey through europe and we never heard of them until now..


Hatha kan wain? men zeman 3ana..

Lesh el7een yay ys2al 3ane ba3ad hal muda?

Should I reply or just answer him?

I thought before I reply I should stalk him for a while..

I have been stalking him for 3 days..

6ala3 ena he's turning 16 after 2 days and I'm turning 15 after 2 days too

He's best friend esma mesh3al he's 17 and a player..

After 3 days of stalking him, gelt 7aram lazem al7een ared 3ala his message.

*twitter*
Ghailay: Aziz? I'm fine,wbu? long time no talk

After 5 minutes he replied

Aziz: YESSS, ana bkhair ghaloya..I miss you wayed, kik: A xxxxx me tharoure bklmech!!!

Ghailya: okay!

Ghailya okay was your reply only? wow ghareeba ared eb okay bes=))


*Kik messenger*

Ghailya: salam,ana Ghaliya
Aziz: ow 3aleekum ilsalam, I miss you ghaloya
Ghailya: enta wain kent? khaleetne brou7e? and you promised me you won't but you did ? shele fakrek fene ow yay el7een etkalmne ba3ad hal muda? lesh?shtabe mene?
Aziz: bes..
Ghailya: shnu bes, 9 years mu shwaya..a9lan ana 3ala bale you don't exist anymore, lesh yat ow ft7t 9af7a en6wat?lesh ya aziz lesh?
Aziz: Ghailya please, let me explain for you!
Ghailya: explain what? that you have left me for 9 years alone? and you didn't bother to ask only 'how are you', words doesn't cost money aziz!!!
Aziz: We have left Kuwait as a vacation and as my mum said we needed to have fun for a while and also get the chance to see europe but after a month all the problems were revealing themselves day by day, ow 6ala3 ena my mum safratna lana they fired her from her work ow 6a7aw as'hmha bel bour9a ow baba 6alagha, I suffered a lot Ghailya.. those problems not only my mum suffered from them, bes 3ashan ana wldha elwa7eed ow rayal elbait fa I also need to suffer.. please fhmene, I need you by my side sister!

Ghailya: ......

Chapter 5 #7 years

Ghailya: so doctor, what's my diagnosed?
Dr.Fares: well ghailya, I need to do some research and when I'm done..I'll call you!!
Ghailya: okay then,nice to meet you..bye!!

Ghailya left the living room..

I felt something wrong is happening with me..

magdart afaker eb ay shay ghair shahad, gelt adeg 3aleeha ow at6aman..

I called her, The phone was switched off..

gemt akhaf..negative thoughts were randomly striking my mind..

akhaf 9ar shay, akhaf elnightmare 9ij.. LA LA GHALIYA EVERYTHING IS FINE OW SHAHAD BKHAIRRR *relax* *breathing in and out* *huff*

I went back to the living room, couldn't feel my legs while I was walking, I shrugged and shrugged, until I arrived to the door , crept on the chit-chat between my mum and the doctor.

heard my mum talking with a shaky voice: y3ne is she going to be alright, marat 12 sena ya doctor!!!

Doctor: la tkhafeen Ghaliya btkun bkhair bes la7ad ygolaha shay 3an el 12 years bes akhale9 elresearch ra7 agoulkum elresults ow elside effects.

Mama: mashkour doc, matg9er::

Ghailya's point of view.

Am I going to be fine?
12 years 3ala shnu?
mama shnu khasha 3ane?
ow lesh bes eldoc ykhale9 his research ow ygolounle?
what are the side effects?

I'm about to brust my thoughts and questions and let my tongue deal with it, but I need to act wise so I held my breathe, fake a smile and entered..

Ghaliya: mama,shahad adeg 3aleeha matred..degay 3ala khalte ghaneema ow s2leeha 3an shahad pleasee!!

I couldn't know what was her reaction because there was no face expression..

Ghaliya: maammmaa *screaming*

Mama's point of view.

ana shloun agoul 7ag bente..

medam khasheetay 3anha 12 years, you can do it and hide it now!!

Stay strong 3ashan bentech..

Shloun agoulaha ena shahad matat ow marat 7 sena 3ala wafat'ha...

Chapter 4 #all about the nightmare

This post is dedicated to my stunning reader @GAlTerkait <3


I have dreamt that shahad and I were in Thailand, It was the best summer vacation we have ever had.. but this wasn't amazing until today had came..We have reserved for a journey to Safari World and it was at 8:30 in the morning, which was quiet difficult to wake up shahad because she's a bit of a heavy sleeper, So after the Journey we were on our way back to the hotel and It was almost dark..which was kinda dreadful:( and suddenly a truck crushed to the taxi and all I saw was  DARKK striking my eyes and I heard shahad talking with a slow voice : أشهد أن لا اله الا الله و أشهد أن محمدا عبده و رسوله
 
someone was shaking me so hard and I was feeling their hands..
someone that interrupted my dream and haven't gave me a space to continue my dream..
 
 
....: Ghailya 7abebte,shfeech ya yuma lel7eench etshoufeen hal kabouss?
....: Haya*maid*, go call dr.fares please!!!
Ghailya: mama shfeech,ana mafene shay bes shft hal kabous elkhayes ow kan 3an wafat shahad, She's alive..let me call her!! *laughing*
Mama: 7abebte ghailya *tears were falling gently from her cheeks*
Ghailya: mama shfeech, lesh tabcheen?
Mama: la mafene, Dr.fares need to see you..yallah get dressed up and go down stairs he's waiting for you.
Ghailya: okay!


While I was dressing up, I was questioning myself..
'' this was the first time I see this nightmare, what happened to mama?''
''lesh mama kanat tabche?''
''My dream was a nightmare, but for sure everything is fine..right?''
''Who the hell is Dr.fares?''
''A9lan why do I actually need a doctor?''
''I'm neither sick or insane?''

Those question were kept in my brain without an answer, I really need to have a conversation with the doctor, I might find my answers!!


Dr.Fares: Salam Ghaliya *shaking hands*
Ghaliya: ow 3aleekum elsalam doctor *nervous*
Dr.Fares: so Ghaliya, do you remember me? *gazing deep into my eyes*
Ghaliya: nope, do I? *got confused*
Dr.Fares: Umm, maybe no and maybe yes, so ghaliya your mum told me you had an awful nightware..I'm interested to know some details about your nightmare, may I?

*Ghaliya's point of view*

ehwa yay lee 3and baitna 3ashan ysm3 my nightmare?

shnu hatha? is he insane or what?

Actually the nightmare isn't true because it is JUST A DREAMMM!!

wai3 shakle mara7 alga the answers to my questions.. he's such a jerk..

Ghaliya: doctor, excuse me.. you're just wasting my time, you came all the way here just to know some details about my nightmare? what kind of doctor you are? are you stu....

Mum interrupted: Ghailya, stop this attitude!!!
Ghailya: but mum, I don't need a doctor!!
Dr.fares: but Ghaliya, you cannot decide whether you need it or not because its not your job,its mine!
Ghailya: LA WALL...
Mum interrupted again: GHALIYA, stop being a child and act like a grown up lady because this doctor wants to help you, so whatever he asks you,you need to do it!!! understood?
Ghailya: yessss *hufff*
Dr.Fares: thankyou, now can I know some details about your nightmare?
Ghailya: okay.. I told him all about the nightmare from A-Z.

*Dr.Fares point of view*

the notes I have noted down when Ghailya was talking about her nightmare was just a shocking moment and I have had that click which was between reality and dream!!

She really need a treatment and as soon as possible...



Ghailya: so doctor, what's my diagnosed?
Dr.Fares: well ghailya, I need to do some research and when I'm done..I'll call you!!
Ghailya: okay then,nice to meet you..bye!!

Ghailya left the living room..



To be continued.

Chapter 3 #The dream

After a long chat with shahad, I couldn't sleep, her words were full of wisdom, I couldn't erase those words that contain advices, She's absloutely true!!


*Ghaliya's point of view*

She wouldn't say those words unless she loves me  a lotand she wanted to make sure I have a bright life and future, I REALLY LOVE HERRR!!!

I'll stop being impressed to bader and I'll start thinking about my studies because my grades are getting lower..

I'll throw a BIG PARTY FOR SHAHAD'S BIRTHDAYYY..

She deserve more than that, god bless her!!

I'm finally yawning and I was about to sleep..

After 5 minutes, I fell asleep!!
 

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Ghalawe,wakeee uppp*shouting*

Ghailya: shatbeen haya, go away!!!
haya*maid*: wake up ghalawe,its 7:30 am you're late to school..
Ghailya: goulay 7ag mama, Ghailya matabe trou7 elmadresaaa!!!
haya*maid*: okay!!

Oufff its peace, there's silence..I can sleep now!!!

faj2aa, my phone rang*6eeeerrrrng 6eeerrnnnng*

gemt mt9arge3a..
Mamdane anam,ya nasss r7mouuuneee:(

I answered: YESSSSSS!!!
.....: Ghalawe mama goul you need to go to school
Ghailya: IS THAT YOU HAYA? CAUSE IF IT IS YOU,I'M GONNA KILL YOUUUU!!!
Haya*maid*: Ghalawe please wake up,mama is mad at you!!!
Ghailya hanged up the phone and continued sleeping...

I slept and I have dreamt about shahad but the dream was too bad..


I have dreamt that shahad and I were in Thailand, It was the best summer vacation we have ever had.. but this wasn't amazing until today had came..We have reserved for a journey to Safari World and it was at 8:30 in the morning, which was quiet difficult to wake up shahad because she's a bit of a heavy sleeper, So after the Journey we were on our way back to the hotel and It was almost dark..which was kinda dreadful:( and suddenly a truck crushed to the taxi and all I saw was  DARKK striking my eyes and I heard shahad talking with a slow voice : أشهد أن لا اله الا الله و أشهد أن محمدا عبده و رسوله

Chapter 2 #LOVEEE

kent 7ail mshta6a ow kent aklem Shahad 3ala brands elydeeda and then suddenly I bumped up with bader..

Ghailya: omg,OUCHHH!!
Shahad: hayyy ent,matshouuuf 3awart elbnaya *shouted* *makou eslouubb*
bader: A777, I'm sorry..mashftech wallah!!
Ghailya: la khalas makou shay!!
Shahad: ay makou shay, td3am elbnaya ow kel ele gdart 3aleeh ''asef''?
Ghailya whispered Shahad: ambee bes sektay 3aib,elwalad t2asaf!!!
Shahad: la ma2asket, lazem etsawe shay enta 3awart elbenaya!!! *screaming*
Bader: y3ne shsawe, ana t2asaft.. yallah ma3a elsalama::
Ghailya: ma3a elsalama *going so deep in love with those shiny wide eyes of him*
Shahad: ya 7mara*6agatne 3ala rase*
Ghailya: shtabeen khalene astmt3 eb hal la7tha* gave her a death stare*
Shahad: tstmt3ain ha:)? ya 7mara ana ga3da adafe3 3anech ow entay barda,mouu kafouuuu!!!
Ghailya: shsawe shahoud,shakle 7abeetah:(
Shahad: 7abeeteh?
Ghailya: yes yes *a333*
Shahad: I seriously need to talk to you, bamrech at 5:30 pm enrou7 starbucks nuzha..okay?
Ghailya: lesh tabeen tkalmene there, kalmene now? *confused*
Shahad: magdar now, barou7 asawe shay:*
Ghailya: shtsawenn?
Shahad: baboug emte7an el K.S.S
Ghailya: oh my god!!
Shahad: yalla seeyou:*


Ghaliya radat elbait, tghadait ow khathat laha a nap for an hour!!!

Gamat Ghaliya, lbsat Pink Juicy Training, stuffed her hair in a bun ow nzalat ta7at tn6er Shahad...

PEEEEPPPP,PEEEEPPPP..

It was 5:30 pm sharp!!!

It was Shahad's driver doing this sound with his fancy car=)))

I went inside the car and said: Salam
Shahad: salam, randi rou7 starbucks nuzha
Randi: okay mama

we9alna starbucks..

I ordered choco frapp ow shahad hot choco..


Shahad: see ghailya, ana bagoulch shay ow abeech t76ena eb moukhech 3adel,okay?
Ghailya: goulay shfech?khara3tene? okay!!! *oh*
Shahad: shoufay salfat t7been hathe, ana kelesh mu mqtan3a feeha lana hatha kela kalam fathe wallah, I'm not against love but for sure there'll be a perfect time for you to love someone because now you're so young and these days guys just want to go out,have fun with you and then throw you like you weren't anything to them from the first place!!, this talk we are having isn't to make sure you don't love someone, but I just want to warn you because youu and other girls get fall in love with someone and get so attracted that you can't imagine your life without them which is wrong because some day you'll get married and that person for sure will be your one and only love..
Ghailya was listening and haven't replied so far::
Shahad: ana abe m9la7tech wallah, shnu yswa 3aleech etha wa7ed men elshabab ele kentay t7beenhum 6ara esmech bel dwaineeya?tara mu 3ashan yabee yfth7ech?ymkn men kether ma ehwa mtmasek feech gal ygol 7ag rab3a!! bes hathe mushkela lana chethe m3nata entay mu mtrabya ow akeed 7abatlech akthar men wa7ed ow 3adee 3andech et7been 9bayan elkuwait kelaha? tara elkuwait 9gheera, two or three hours ow entay emkhal9a your tour bel kuwait!!! fhmay ena 7ubech 7ag e9aby mu kel shay ow tara eb hal shay makou shay esma rfeejte galatle or kel el banat ywa3doun aw y7boun lesh ana la? lana entay mu kel shay  lazem etsaweena copy paste, be yourself..have fun with your life!! lesh ttdakreen ow tabcheen 3ala wa7ed 7abeeteh eb your teenage stage ow ana mt2akda ra7 tnsaina ow t7been ghairah!! be clean from the inside!! be different!!! be YOUUUUU!!!
Ghailya: y3n m3natah ena elboys methel elshay 9a7?
Shahad: la mu qa9de chethe, are your toes look the same?NOO!! so boys aren't, they just have the flirting part or talking to a girl is a routine or even something walking through their veins.., y3ne allah khaleghum chethe bes hatha mu m3nata ena elbenaya t7eb ow twa3ed? 7afthay 3ala el important things that god gave you and haven't gave others!!


 AND PLEASEE STOPP THE COPYYCAT THINGY,THAT YOU ALL HAVE IN YOUR BLOOD CELLS

الحب ماهو كل شي!!!

Chapter 1 #sa3at el'lega

This post is dedicated to @S267_ , HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYY MYYYY LOVEEEEE, HAVE A BLASTT ONEEEEEE<3

I went to class..


while walking to my place, my head was facing straight prior I have noticed a hot guy sitting with a deep dimpled smile drawn on his cheeks and suddenly without seeing I fell because of a bag infront of me laying on the floor,got catched from the back by someone handing their hand so I can lean onto ............. the guy that I was having a weird glance on..

After seconds of the leaning..

Ghaliya: Thankyou *shy* *embarrsed*
Guy: your welcome *smiled*

Someone interuptted our conversation and said: mashkour, khalas hed eedha ana amsk'ha!!!

I turned wela it was SHAHADDDDDDD..

shelt ede men eed elguy ow I cuddled shahad so tight that I could feel her lungs=))

Ghailya: 7abeebeee shahoudd,shlouunchhh?
Shahad: tamam 7abebte, entay shlounch? i miss you so much kalba!!
Ghaliya: bkhair damech bkhair, much moreee!!!
Shahad: mnu hatha ele kan masek edeech-.-? *gave me a weird look*
Ghaliya: LOOOL madre, shakla new!!
Shahad: ow shaklech nawya 3ala 7ub?
Ghaliya: la shakouu bes shakla jameel:(
Shahad: etha 3an jameel, eeh wallah jameel *eyes are getting widder*
Ghaliya: malech sheghel feeh, hatha malee.. yallah g3day yamee lana elteacher dash..
Shahad: ok ok!


Our French teacher entered..

Teacher: Bonjour
All the class: Bonjour le Professeur

Ghailya: wai3 I hate french,I don't know if I can manage to tolerate this TEACHERRR
Shahad: SHHHHHH-SHHH, let me hear him!!
Shahad t7eb elfrench wayed wayed, ow wedha t9eer council in France!!
Ghailya: la wallah:)

Shahad ignored Ghaliya..
After 4 periods of suffering, akheran ITS BREAK TIMEEE!!

one of the girls that was laying on the stairs said: HAHAHA, shftaw hatha bader eljameel..kan ga3ed ykhzne!!
Ghailya: shway banat bmour::
Shahad: khal9ene wakhray ryuolechh *makou esloub*
one of the girls that was laying on the stairs said: 7abebte tklmay 3adel ow ana awakher eryuole:)
Shahad pushed the girl's leg and went down.
one of the girls that was laying on the stairs said: matst7e wallah!!



Shahad:Ghailya shftay hal banat mayst7oun
Ghaliya:Eeeh wai3,sm3t wa7da menhum ttkalam 3ala eljameel ele gtlech 3anah this morning:(,bes the good thing ene 3rft esmah;$

kent 7ail mshta6a ow kent aklem Shahad 3ala brands elydeeda and then suddenly I bumped up with?